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The Way Things Should Be...

Today I woke to think of you, the way that things should be. How if you were with us all today, you'd celebrate with me.
We'd laugh and joke and have a beer, we'd talk of things of the past. How we've come to be this way, the trauma didn't last.
We'd sit up in our tree house, that one you said you'd make. The one we'd build together, I wonder how long it'd take?
We'd giggle at the good times, and soothe away the bad, coming through that together, would've made me so very glad.
It's sad you didn't make it, you tried

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My Senses Failed MeForever I’m damaged
Forever I’m woken Condemned to walk her with the tired and broken. Tomorrow I’ll choke On thoughts that will swim In the chambers of me That are dying and dim. So flowing are memories And streaming are tears And shaking are senses From knowing my fears. Forever I’ll be here Flooded in tears Because with survival Came my biggest fears. My Senses Failed Me
by ~Kels-1984

We Stand Together, Torn ApartTo the person I will always be, the one who's heart lives on in me, I miss you more than words can say, but through my eyes a life you'll see.
You gave me pieces of yor soul, those million parts that made me whole, who's courage gave me so much strength, though in the end, your live they stole.
They took my brother, took my friend, that one on whom I could depend, sometimes I find forgiveness hard, but ressed assured, your life won't end.
Armed with that strength and all your pride, we'll face the world and we won't hide, we stand together We Stand Together, Torn Apart
by ~Kels-1984

For Fear of EternityNever-ending nothingness, emotional despair, Loneliness and anger, a heart beyond repair.
Everlasting grieving, painful to the core, Regretful and responsible, You should’ve had much more.
Eternally I miss you, forever lies ahead, harmony and peacefulness, but why choose you instead? For Fear of Eternity
by ~Kels-1984

Emotional AnxietyI can only whisper words under my breath Can only think thoughts
In my own muddled mind.
I can only look up to an empty sky Where I picture you smiling But I see only darkness.
I hope that you waited You’re not far ahead But I worry I missed my chances.
Tonight when I miss you I don’t feel you close It’s now that I worry the most.
I’m lost.
Without you.
Forever? Emotional Anxiety
by ~Kels-1984

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My LetterThe ink flows smoothly, across the paper, blurred with my tears, words marred by their mark.
What's written is real, never forget that, if any, if lost remember, love keeps, forever true.

Fold up my letter, sent off toward you, the air here is heavy, there goes my good-bye.
What is written is real, never forget that, my love, a sealed good-bye, still it holds my love.
I lay at my end, no pain, only quiet, a letter sent far, speaks farewell to you.
What's written is real, My Letter
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Wed Jan 31, 2007, 1:17 PM

Funny isn't it...when you look back on thing you've written and think HA i so didn't mean that as much as I thought I did...
puts things into perspective.

Check out my new stuff.

Kellyxx

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Current Residence: Sunderland
Interests: Dancing, writing, music, art, vampires, literature
Favourite movie: V for vendetta, Dracula
Favourite band or musician: Feeder.
Favourite genre of music: Indie, Rock, alternative
Favourite artist: Claud Monet
Favourite poet or writer: John Keats, Christopher Frayling
Favourite cartoon character: Stitch (Lilo and stitch)
Personal Quote: You'll never get there just thinking about it.
Tools of the Trade: Pen, notebook, laptop.

Website: http://www.myspace.com/the_lil_blue_smurf
Email: kellybestford@aol.com

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~Kels-1984 Aug 4, 2006, 9:40:20 AM

If you read this anymore...21 Days....and I miss you so much, See you in a few hours. Read my journals xxx

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Pick up a pen, transcribe the soul.

~Kels-1984 May 24, 2006, 10:53:38 AM

Yeh...due to popular demand more of my work will appear shortly...many thanks for al the kind comments!!!
xxx

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Pick up a pen, transcribe the soul.

~relativestranger May 10, 2006, 4:48:07 AM

ok do oe of two things...either post more of your work here, or at the very least let me read it.

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c('')('') This is Shadow-Bunny. Copy him into your signature to help him to beat the living dayshits outta his fatfuck brother and dominate the world!

~Kels-1984 Jan 18, 2006, 3:09:26 AM

Hey. Anyone who's looking at my stuff, please take a look at the scraps and let me know what you think.

Thanks
K x

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Pick up a pen, transcribe the soul.

~Kels-1984 Dec 20, 2005, 1:20:18 PM

Hopefully Im going to put some photographs of my friends up on here soon. We're starting a project "a day in my life" which will entail taking photographs of things we do in our average day. Hopefully there'll be some pretty unique things in there or some things that we do differently from eachother etc...we're thinking it might bring us all a little closer.
Should be fun anyway.
Have a good Christmas everyone!!

KeZ
xx

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Pick up a pen, transcribe the soul.